Make myself busy to forget sad memories….

I am always writing happy stuff in my blog…I don’t really write sad stuff in my blog…

Although, I’m actually still feeling sad of the thing happened to me recently…

A relationship that has been going for long time finally ended its journey…

There it goes, I’m alone…I’m still feeling awkward, weird, sometimes thinking about why it happened…

Maybe it because of myself, maybe i’m a bad guy … Then I deserve this…

Rite now, I’m just making myself busy with my work at office, so I will forget what happened before…

My mum asked me , “Tak menyesal ke clash?”, I answered, “Life is simple, you make a decision and you never turn back”…

But I don’t know what happen in the future, we never know…

My life has become more hectic nowadays, banyak buat keje luar, ikut boss ada, mcm2…tapi mcm best jugak lah this job..kadang2 balik lambat, tp x kisah sgt pun, dkt panasonic dulu lagi gile,lagi pressure..so I’m used to this…

Kadang-kadang fikir pasal kahwin, bile aku nak kawin?? I don’t think its gonna be now…calon pun xde…nak kawin ape…but i’m targeting after finishing my DPA..means 2010….

Nak kawin bukan senang…From my rough estimation..Bujet for kawin…

1. RM20,000 belanja kawin (dekat Kelantan cukup kot)

2. RM10,000 honeymoon…(cukup kot)…

Aku rase by 2010, cukup kot duit…think should be enough by that time…most important, tak berhutang nak kawin….

Tp kene cari rumah gak..double storey at least…have to wait to be confirmed in my service, then I can apply for house loan… Takkan nak suruh wife duduk apartment kot….lol..ckp mcm dah ada calon je…

But I learn how to be strong and be more mature…..

Kite berusaha, tuhan menentukan……….